Things in life are changing, and I've realized that if you want a better future, you need to make a better present. This means getting rid of emotional baggage and people who are just going to drag you down. I feel like a complete bitch for cutting Frotch out of my life, but I'm tired of his shit. Next in line is Megan, and that's going to be a tough one because she's been my best for five years. Maybe I'm blowing things out of proportion, maybe I'm not. But I need a better environment so that I can succeed in life. I need to stop being afraid of the outcomes and come out of my shell or I'm never going to get anywhere. I'm tired of being the doormat. I want to be the shoe already.

Well, for now, I'm taking it one day at a time. We'll see how that goes.